10,000
Holy Crap, Just checked my counter and it has gone over 10,000, I am shocked to see the amount of traffic on a site that has gone to pot a bit in the last while.
Over all things have been good, I was off sick last week with back problems but I am glad to say it has much improved so it is back to the grind in work but have to take it easy for a while which suits me fine. The form has been good and I found myself bored out of my mind after a few days of sitting at home also I am finding myself quite emotional since I had the episode with my medication, sometimes something on the TV will make me want to cry like last night I was watching a program about the RSPCA and there was two dogs that had been poisoned and just dumped, they showed some very graphic pictures of the dead dogs and I had to get up out of bed and bring Holly up with me and give her a cuddle just so I knew she was safe and as I write this she is asleep at my feet.
This weekend I am of to my future brother-in-laws stag party, we are off to Westport in Mayo and it going to be a crazy weekend, I am looking forward to meeting his friends as they will be at the Wedding which is just over 2 weeks away.
The wedding is going to be great and it is so good for our small little family to have such a happy event to look forward to after all the sadness we have had over the years.
I am giving my Sister away at the wedding which is an incredible honour, I just hope I don't trip or stand on her train.
Once again thank you to everybody for your support and for bringing me to the 10,000.
posted by John @ 10:34 PM
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4 Comments:
I have just stumbled across your blog in my quest for answers to why I feel the way I do. I am 21 and have self-harmed since the age of 13. It is so good to see support out there, but I am also saddened to see how many ignorant people there are posting negative comments.
'SELF HARM. YOU ARE NOT ALONE'
Oh but I AM, very much so I am alone.
Where can I find support?I tried the samaritans, ZERO help.I tried bodywhys also ZERO help.
This is IRELAND
Yes you ARE alone.Very much so.
Hmmmm, I know where you are coming from and it is very easy to feel alone as I did it for so long. There are no easy solutions to the problem, you are the only one that can make that change in your life and I found that dealing with the problem head on was the only solution. You are actually not alone, there are millions of people out there just like you. Don't give up, you can get through this.
Yes, there are 10000s of people out there. But there is one who is equal to millions and millions and that is the pure conscience that guides you,talk to your inner being silently and you will find the strength. Thereafter you can face the devil square.
Life is a challenge - face it
life is a game - play it
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