Fighting Demons
Things have been quite tough in the last few weeks and I am at the stage of thinking that harming may help me get through it a bit better, my life is a bit of a groundhog day and I constantly seem to be wishing the days away. At the moment when I am trying to be positive I find myself surrounded by negative people, everyone I seem to talk to is moaning about things and in my opinion they have nothing to moan about. I would love to run away and start a new life afresh, change my name and start over. My life consists of work work work at the moment, everytime I seem to think I may have an opportunity to get away something happens financially and I can no longer afford it. My head is just torn at the moment and the demons seem to be raising there heads again, I am sick of the constant inner battle and feel it would be easier just to give in.
What can I do? this is the hand I have been dealt and it is up to me and me alone to deal with.
posted by John @ 8:20 AM
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Hello brother I know Jesus Christ the Ultimate Exorcist! He can set you free from of the demons that are troubling you. Self-mutilation, self-hate, spirit of apolloyon. If I can assist you in your freedom from bondage please contact me.
Hi John
I have been following your arduous journey and battle with self-harm. Self-harm has been a major part of you for such a long time, most of your life. You have come so far and been an inspiration to all with your honesty. It is only a natural path that takes us up and down, and it is when we are tired, stressed or under the weather that the negatives gain strength and the positives weaken. The relationship with self-harm was a very strong and significant one in your life, the bereavement of the loss of this relationship is going to be long and tough, but the good spells will get longer and the gaps in between will also grow. What you have achieved in this relatively short period in your life is massive. I hope you can gain some strength from this huge achievement of yours to continue on your journey. x
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